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*"The planet Saturn will move into Thula Rasi from Kanya Rasi in November 2011 and stay there till November 2014. This particular transit will bring important changes in individuals' lives. For few it will bring great news and few it will be disastrous."

*"Both positive and negative aspects of Saturn transit will start showing in your life from September 2011 and will go on till March 2012."

Astrologically the period between September 2009 and November 2011 should see me starting my foreign travels. I knew that already looking at my own horoscope and it was double confirmed by an astrologer for whom I have high regards. Till the end of year 2009 I neither had a passport nor had any plans or desire to visit any country. I was a completely (un) happy and a (dis) satisfied resident of India. But then as my destiny unfolded based on the planetary positions - I already completed visiting 6 countries in 10 months!

Apart from hanging around with 10 bikini clad blondes on a Hawaii beach something that was always on my bucket list was to visit a striptease bar. And by God's grace I did. 99 per cent of the Indian men I know living in a foreign nation have visited a striptease bar, and 1 per cent still refuse to accept they did. I know for Indian men a lot of morality factor still hovers around watching a group of women undressing in front of them. In fact this morality issue was long dead for women. Indian women landing in a foreign nation are the ones more open to visit a striptease bar than men these days.

Kamini is a 'nobody' for me. Instead of making her a celebrity on my site by writing about the nasty comment she made against me for no mistake of mine, I should have completely ignored her and written something about the Hindu religion. I didn't do that. Instead of getting angry or impatient I thought I will post my 'honest' reaction to the event! And the end result....

I had predicted that his father will kick the bucket in the year 2010 and he did. But never in my craziest dream did I expect that my friend will push the grass even before his father! And I honestly didn’t predict this mishap. He was 34 years young, a car enthusiast, and an automobile engineer by profession. And he died in a car accident just a couple of months back. Reason – drunken driving!

I have had this thought in my mind for a couple of months now that I should stop meeting people face to face and go completely ‘virtual’. I surely can’t think about any justifying reason behind my decision. May be I am doing this because I always loved to exist as a mere ‘nobody’ in this world. And by God’s grace now I have an opportunity to exist ‘ONLY’ on the Internet. From now I will be doing astrological consultations only through the Internet i.e., through online chats, e-mails, voice chats, webcam chat and may be sometimes over the phone.

One thing I desperately wait the whole year is my visit to Lord Ayyappa shrine in Sabarimala. There isn’t any particular reason that I get attracted to Him, but then I love the process of complete abstinence. I don’t want to count the number of times I have visited Sabarimala, but then the only prayer I have ever had was – “I need to quit the corporate world,” and it got manifested the very next year. Before that year or any year after that - I never had any prayers as such for my family members or me!

My social life has become zero. And after becoming an astrologer, I don’t have any friends either. All my friends have become my clients with time. And to be honest I love it that way. A life of a loner is what I have always dreamt of, and by God’s grace it has been blessed. Of course I have a wife, two beautiful daughters, and a supporting family, but then still – being alone gives me the most pleasure - god knows for what reason!

I am neither a fan of Ramana Maharishi nor his disciple. He was destined to get enlightened and he did. And his way of negation doesn’t and will not suit everyone on the path of spirituality. “you are not your senses, you are not your body, you are not your thoughts, then who are you?” The statements sound exciting and easy but do not help you much in the longer run. You will keep asking “Who am I?” And the answer will remain the same, ‘You’ are ‘You’!