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May 19, 2006

….with time….

“The ‘fear’ of an uncertain tomorrow is worse than uncertainties itself”, said one of my friends, and how true he was. Fear subsides with time, and you grow and mature with every passing day – by God’s grace I am a panel astrologer on astrolife.com too (Shaadi.com’s astro portal) & Oneindia.in (Greynium Information Technologies' Portal) . With time even your hair grows a lot. Here is how I look these days.
I had many doubts and fear about my future when I was planning to quit my IT profession, and start with an altogether new profession from scratch.

But when I thought of surrendering to the divine completely, my fear vanished. I had feared about starvation, I had feared about homelessness, and also have feared about broken family – but then nothing as such happened. It is almost 2 years now that I am on my own – and there was not a single day when we didn’t have money in hand!

The sentences like, “when one door is closed God opens another door” does nothing much when you hear them, but the experience is altogether different when you realize it.

It should be the year 2002, when I was as usual bitching about my company to one of my friends. He said don’t be so disrespectful towards your company that which is providing you with your daily bread. I said, it isn’t the company that is providing - it is the divine that is providing me the money through this present company. With the argument getting heated up, we had a bet. He said you can never make a living if these companies never provided you a job, and I said even if I close all my doors and windows, and sit in my house – God will provide me the same amount of money, which is due to me. He laughed, and said it is impossible. And as expected, I won the bet. Hooked to the internet today, I keep my doors and windows literally closed and I am being provided with the same amount of money, which is due to me every month through the treasury of the divine plan. There is no way in the world that you can get deprived of something that you are destined to. With time you start realizing this divine truth….and once you understand this, there are no doubts, there are no fears, and there are no worries.

Time is the best healer too. It is almost 9 years that I parted from my first girl friend. These days the thoughts of her hardly affect me. In fact with time, I have even forgotten my 2nd, 3rd and the 4th girl friend. I cannot afford to forget the 5th one, as she happens to be my wife ;).

In doubt always give yourself some time. If you are not healed, give some more time…..



Posted by Kenni at May 19, 2006 02:08 PM

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